art by bevin mirielle

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sinking skins

The metal basin tingled against the bareness of my flesh as streams of cold water washed over me. The plumpness of myself squished against the cold walls as if I was the missing piece of a puzzle or, rather, an attempted solution to an unrelated problem still unresolved. 

It was the beginning of everything as I knew it. From a warm home to an empty one, I had no idea what was to come. Life, they say, is a miracle in and of itself. They never mentioned how cold it would feel.