hollow
like the caves you make
inside your lungs.
drowning,
you say, "i can't breathe"
you say, "i can't sleep"
can no longer dream
sunken
like the wishing well inside your heart.
you break apart
until the tides run low,
so you slow down.
the highs are different this time.
they don't lift you up until you crash and burn,
but you still burn
like the fire in your eyes you cry,
"why am i alive?"